Read ms saddist de post on todae. She wrote a paragraph of words/phrase writen by someone else.

"We spend our whole lives telling ourselves that everything happens for a reason when in reality, it's just that we gave reasons for everything that happens."

After reading it, it reminded me of wad wei had told me once before.

"Everything that you do has a reason behind it, but in actual fact, you gave reasons for everything that happened. And thats not reason but excuse."

It totally carrying the same meaning isnt it? Why is this happening wei!?!? Why things still happened as though it nv happened before?

In the last few toks that we had, you told me that excueses and reasons are juz acorss the line of each other. They are words that carry the same meaning. And it seems that you had given up on the thoughts of "reasons being excuses". I doubted it. I even said words that were harsh on you: "Reasons are excuses, excuses are not reasons! They are intolerance!"

I could feel the silence in the atmosphere, but you juz smiled to me.
Hiiax ... ...
Old friend, I will always believe in you.
Rest in peace~ pal