Toae is 7th april 2009
Omgoshhhhh .... so long yet so near ....

Hmm hw many daes i haven bee posting hahax
So many events had past and i didt actually post ...

Wadeva ...
Todae i came back to post is to sae out wadeva things i wan to sae abt ppl ard me ...
So here i m goin to start ...

Ppl ad me ... hmmm
Mayb i shd start off wif ppl i noe in NPCC.
Wadeva ...
I m juz too dissapointed in myself mayb ...
Mayb to other i m good or wad so va ....
but noe tat i m a failure ...

Who can success when u see ur own student who failed u.
Wad will u tink of urself ???
Obv is one who cant teach well tat result in dem nt passin well.
So mayb i shd nt attend most training i guess ...

Tot of comin up plannin for de ATC.
But juz look at it ... i cant even teach or conve my msg across to my own ppl my own unit
Wad makes me tink tat i can do it btr for ATC.

Wadeva den ...
Ppl ard me ... i suppose next to be friends
Nahx ... n i can honestly sae ... hw many friends i realli hav ?
hahax in mind nt many nt a few nt handful of cos ... but little dan i had expected.
Felt so disgu abt it !!!!

den wad next family ...
Hahax tis one is nt a prob anymore ...
Yesh !!!!
I did it ... no mre much naggin frm mummy
No mre stress frm daddy ...
Things i want are juz comin one by one to me ...
Hahax ... mayb indeed tat family is de one whom u can realli trust !!!!